God Knows I'm Trying
I thought I was strong, but I was weak.. I thought that in fasting, I would get what I seek. All through the nights, of lying awake.. My heart was hurting and I felt like a fake. In sackcloth and ashes, I went before the Lord.. For I needed a breakthrough, to fight with a sword. I hastened my footsteps, to draw closer to the door.. Because what I needed, was heavy to my core. After a while, of staying the course.. To usher in the presence, of the one who is Boss.. I made up my mind, to pursue with praise.. For my end had to triumph, so my bar could raise. At times in my knowledge, I think I have failed.. For I stumble and I fall, when my ship has sailed. Where I go, I don't know, but I trust in my God.. For there at the rainbow, I will never be bored. God knows I'm trying, to do my very best.. Though many times I wander and I need to take a rest. In my bed as I lay, I pray to be bold.. For when trials come calling, my heart will not be cold.