Lord, Who Am I

 Lord, I want to know the secrets of your heart.

The times you feel disconnected, from the ones you call your own.

I want to know about the days you stand outside my door and knock, but I never answer.


My heart is overwhelmed.

My eyes are filled with tears, because I cause you pain.

I reach out... I cry out.. I press in, but my words are consumed with doubts.

I feel unworthy and so lost.

Yet I hunger... Yet I pray... Yet I weep.


Could I be considered acceptable in your sight?

Am I like an unwatered garden and to be left unattended?

I am weary of my own self.

I am desperate for a closet experience.


Take me past the outer court.

Take me through the temple gates.

Past the brazen altar.

Let me hear you breathe.

Let my memory run out of storage, for your presence overflows my senses.


Lord... Who am I, that you have tattooed my name in the palm of your hand?

I feel unwavering, like the midnight sky.

The stars and the clouds above my head, dance to your song in the wind.

Hear Me Lord.

Hear my voice... Hear my silence. Hear


my thoughts.


Draw me deeper within the realms of your heart.

Consume me and do not delay.

Desperate I am, Oh Lord, to feast from your table.

Hide me and pour into my soul the treasures of your heart.

I want to know you.

I want to know you.

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