Good Morning My Loves

 I heard your voices my children.. and I felt your beating heart. The fragrance of your smiles, touched the very core of my being..  I ached to say.. Don't cry.. I will be right here.. But the weight of my organs failing, was more than I could bare. As you held my hand, and looked at me.. I remembered the days,  when your eyes could not see. How I taught you to rise, and go forth with grace.. To conquer the world, and win every race. My lips could not speak, all the words left to say.. So into the shadows,  I hungered to pray. Though weakened in pain, I fought with great might.. To tell you I Love You, and hug you so tight. All alone in the world, my children you'll be.. Remember your daddy, who you'll no longer see. I tried and I failed, to get up with care.. But an angel came softly, to take me from fear. Don't cry, my children, but remember my life.. Look at my pictures, and smile with delight. I will look down from heaven, and dry all your tears.. Now hold on to ...

 You Know that my heart is yours.. When asked why, I answer Because. When my cup is empty, I see it full.. For the thoughts of my Father, is softer than wool. In secret I cry, when my door is closed.. My yearning for comfort, beckons the reddest rose. While my smile paints a picture, transcended through space.. Only in Jesus, I can run this race. My table is prepared, with the fruits of the vine.. The robe on my back, is as the purest of wine. My home is my castle, where prayer can be heard.. For the jewel in my crown, is buried in the Word. My Oh My.. my overwhelmed heart.. The Lord of the harvest, shall never depart. In You I will trust.. To You I will sing.. I love You because.. You bought me A Ring. 

 The house you called home, stands empty and alone. The laughter and the passion, brings ache to my bone. I am crying within, and without, I am lost. For you are not here, and I must walk in the dust. I remember the days, when the smell of your fare.. Moved through the mountains, and was carried with care. You neglected to say, goodbye for all times.. Now tears fall like raindrops, without bells, without chimes. Why! Oh why.. did you have to go? To a place angels meet, where no seeds have to sow.. Destinies met, on a fine summer's day.. Now memories remain, in the closet, as I pray. As I follow the pathway, where your feet once trod.. The scent of your fragrance, is the kiss of a bud. Let the earth be reminded, as I ache to my core.. You were more than a conqueror, when you walked through the door.

 Humble me, Oh Lord,  that I may stay safe.. As you break me, you build me.. To sit at your gate. When the crowd surrounds me,  remember my name.. And crown me with glory, in meekness and gain. I am veiled in sorrow, and my bed is drenched. Though my cup is full, I am filled with stench. Beyond my understanding, I yield to obey.. For my hope and my heart, in You it will stay. How can I be strong, when my eyes cry like rain? As a portrait of gravel, I am rough with much pain. In the night I look up, and I know You are there.. Like the wind in the willows, with comfort and care. One day at a time, is all I can see. As the breath of the morning, transcends unto me. By faith in my anchor, I surrender my all.. For only in Jesus, I will stand and not fall.

 God knows best.. But my heart is broken. I gave my best.. But it was just a token. My faith has been written.. on tablets of stone.. Come now Father, and be my comfort alone. I am aching inside, and tears are my song. Teach me to know, with You I belong. I have traveled so far, with You as my guide. Help me to cope, with arms open wide. Goodbye is never easy, and words are not avail. So fly me to the heavens, where the wind will not fail. To make it I hunger, in hope for a day.. For beside me is mercy, to show me the way.

 The pit may be stink, but I will look up.. I will trust in the Lord and drink from His cup. Through the natural appearance,  of the vail in my heart.. I will gratefully remember, the Lord on my path. While shadows are blocking, what I long to see.. I will lift up my voice, with prayer as my key. As tears fill my eyes, I will not be afraid.. For the God whom I serve, will run to my aid. I release in the midst,   of despair and great fear.. My sorrow and sadness.. for Lord You are near. I will do what I can, but I give You the rest.. So hasten your footsteps, with healing from this test.